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Saturday, November 20, 2004
After having a great guard duty last nite, i'm really too shek to out for leisure activities anymore. Somehow i've drag myself to simlim with my bros.. with only the intention of getting my cdrw and some research for my bonus gifts.. Half way thru the marketing, fang call asking about meeting up with chris and her for moive tonite.. i'm kind of totally lost.. cause this is the first time i've any heard of any outing at all, then all of a sudden "pop" here's one... Not to be a spoiler to her.. i've make myself to go but damn i'm really shek, headache, not enough slp. bad temp trying my best to control.. yes control control dai bei bei control..
Those movies screening are abit too late for chris, so it was cancel instead.. Had our dinner at a newly opened noodle restaurant where the food sux... i would said those hawker centre are alot better then them.. In the end, i've only taken the side dishes, char siew and my all time fav wantan :-) When fang came over to ask for help to handle chris, somehow i was pulled or pushed away to e side by her, think i've somehow cross her path and got myself nearly banging into her ba... casue i was trying to get near and i need to whisper ma.. i noe this is nothing but somehow this action really irritate me for that few mins of time.. it really does man.. WTF is happening to me le.. cause of this little action i've gone mad for a few mins.. i'm not man enough sia.. till now i still don understand why had i felt that way for that few mins.. hmm.. wonder sia...
Finally got to see lena liao.. wana tok to her, as the way we've chat during online but somehow raymond was there.. somehow or rahter because of this, i've reframe myself from toking too much to her lor.. cause it don seems approriate to me lor.. coze when someone else partner is there and u kept pestering the other half, hsi/her parnter might not be happy one lor.. cause might felt negelcted le.. plus fang was there too and she's somehow alone, when chris went into her darker face mode or kept herself busy by pestering or shall i said "entertaining" us hahahahah... I cant leave her alone ma.. if not its like so cruel lor.. cause lena had to accompany her beau lor.. then she will be left alone nia...
At last, everything ends.. i've send fang home as usual but without chris last min of push i might not hav send fang home instead.. coze i was rejected the offer when i about to leave with her when the train reaches simei... this time round i really need to thk chris for giving me that push again.. cause i've actually wanted... Told a little lye today.. felt kind of guilty... cause when i've dash out.. the reply i've gave fang was "i was told to send u home by chris"... actually i'm the one who wanna send instead, chris was just the one who gave me the extra push.. haiz.. why i cant even tell the truth for this le... this was the second time i've lyed to her.. first the herbal tea and now this... haiz.. damn.. The actual reason for rejecting my offer was somehow she's worry for my ankle injury cause she had seen me.. doin those kicking along the journey for today... Its not that i don wish to hav my operation soon but its either better or worse after the surgery 50/50... its gonna take bout 6 months for completed process and i don really wish to be a burden to others... Somehow i think i've really provoked her when i've mention for the upcoming free wall climbing which i've wished to taken part in. She's aware that i shouldnt be doing this, coze i'm told not to take part in vigourous activities.. but its in my blood to try new things out le.. what to do, bo bian le.. hahaha.. wau bian.. so sianz.. still need to work OT tonite for presentation for tuesday sianz arh.. sianz arh.........
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11:22 PM
