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Thursday, November 18, 2004
I was late this mrn for my PD course.. shit damn it... When i've mention that i've forgoten the exact webbie and had directed her for the correct one from lena but its true that i cant recall them.. her reply seems toally diff from her usual style... its kind of short and cold.. I'm i being too sensitive?? Nopez.. i dont think so, even when she did said that i'm... i trust my sense this time round.. something seems to be wrong.. maybe she wan me to tell her myself cause more appropriate and more sincere ba.. This really sour my mood for almost half the day, making me dull.. Might had misunderstood that i've no real intention of giving her... frankly speaking at first yes.. cause i'm just not sure of how much i've written, which were related to her.. kind of worry that our friendship might got worse if there's any misunderstanding.. To me this friendship is damn impt cause this is the only relationship i can hav, when the thought of further improvement for the current one had so far failed & there don seems to hav any possibilites of having an upgrade either.. anyway in the end i've given to her in the evening. Her reply came only in the nite.. seems kind of pls and satisfy that i've given it to her ba... maybe she's just worry of what is happening to me lately as a frenz, maybe she's just kepo of whatever bad comments i've wrote on her.. maybe she just wish to understand me better.. maybe more then a frenz.. hahaah.. quit dreaming pls dai yucong wake up liao.. hahaa.. (impossible sia :-( )
Its really been along time since i've got a chat with lena.. seems likes many many months or years liao.. haha.. siao arh.. She's kind of depress and by rite i should be the listener instead but somehow this time round she playing that role instead.. hmm... think i shouldn't hav wrote about my rumble activites cause this had make ppl worry for nothing.. but if i'm not gng to write them.. then can someone tell me where can i let out those steam those frustration.. i really need a place for me to vent my frustration.. and this seems to be a great one.. There come a pt when both of us started to ask qns which others might felt stupid or weird "tell u how u find about me or who am i?" to me this is a good way to reevaluated urself..
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11:18 PM
