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Wednesday, December 22, 2004
wake up at 11pm.. still feeling kind of shek and really having a damn bad hangover.. damn pain sia... Thks to all those beer which i've drunk the previous nite.. Sei sei go out and makan my lunch then sei sei went home... Gave her a call for chit chat, cause last nite too sei to call to ensure her safety, whelter if she's send home all the way.. Somehow kind of worry...
Met up with pin mei mei, for the hunt of linda gift.. but somehow cant manage to get any suitable one for her.. haiz.. then ended spending most of our time enjoying cafe latte and in search of my own personel gift... Christmas eve is only bout 1 day left and thats the amount of time, i'm left with to plan for outing.. jus hoping for it be a memorable one... Came out with afew ideas.. such a dinner, movie, bedok for supper then pasir ris fisherman village for tok rot session maybe till mrn but kind of impossible.. cause there will be ppl working on friday.. and after all the work.. gonna be too tired to endure those long waiting hours for the sunrise..
Somehow a bro like me had make my sis worry for me, kaoz.. so si bai.. but no choice.. some chooses i make dont seem to meet eye to eye as her.. I noe that she really care and afraid of me getting hurt again.. but in life its like.. if u don try.. the chances will be 0% but if u do try and put in effort, there will be at least some % of success.. even when its as small as 0.01%.. there's still chance ma.. just follow ur heart and dun care about wat they said.. I've my own reason to be sturborn and persistance..
I've always have this feeling that i'm not being useful to anyone whom i've know at all.. just a plain frenz, maybe sightly better then a hi bye frenz ba.. i dun seems to be able to get those assurance from anyone yet... All i wanna
achieve is one day when i'm gone.. someone would tell others "hey thats my frenz.. useful/nice person who had brought happiness to me"... 12years 1 months left to go...
Had manage to clear up my wallet, and the precious movie tix was still nicely kept inside together with the reciept which we've once and only once makan the BBQ cum Ice cream making meal and only movie together as a so call couple ba.. hahah.. seems like it was just not long ago.. but its quite along time liao.. haaha.. the color of clothing, the expresssion on the face and the voices and joy of the day... i can still clearly remember them.. NO JOKE.. seems like a novel story but its truth.. hahaha.. seems silly, idotic, psycho or helpless to others ba.. but who cares.. this are impt items and memorable memories to me.. Everyone had their own rite to choose what to be kept in their heart and brain... and i've just only choose this as part of it..
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