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Monday, January 31, 2005
The first thing i felt when i woke up was aches and more aches, plus worse, the pain at the ankle was killing me. think too long nv really excerise much liao.. haiz.. getting more and more slag then before.. Anyway it was really great, its been really a long time, ever since i've really went out for any serious sports.. From 10am till 3pm, nothing but soccer under the hot sun shiok!!! It was till yesterday.. then i've realised how much had serangoon change lor.. Anyway, will still continue on this regular basic of soccer every sunday morning.. Actually, the reason which bought me there, was to make a purchase and ordering of some stuffs, if not i dont think i will ever go there lor.. so far sia sianz..
Everything was as normal today, dont seems to be effected by the blues of monday.. hohoho.. immune liao..
After work, jio one of my collegue to JP for dinner.. yeah.. had
curry katsu don again.. my favourite lor.. hohohohoho
It seems to me that snapple and water melon juice are both my "enemy" always giving me trouble.. sianz.. To prove that i'm wrong, i just took both of them.. Bu yong chai ye zhi dao.. whats the outcome when u try to go agaist ur body.. :-( hehehe
Next destination "Suntec". Just to search for nice makan casue no time liao ma.. Happen to bump into one of my poly classmate, when i'm just about to leave.. so qiao!! haha.. beri long never seen any of them liao lor.. 2year plus liao lor.. Time really fly so fast sia.. Settle down for some drinks and "liao liao tian" for awhile before making my way back home lor..
Oh... donno whelther its good or bad news.. dinner will be postpone to wednesday instead.. hmm.. effort seems to be wasted hmm.. shall be good that its postpone ba.. then more frenzs will be able to gather ba.. Dont think i'm gonna make it for wednesday le ba.. might be planning to work OT on my own instead..
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10:58 PM
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
MOOD: Foul weather
Sometimes when u've done alot for them, they still dont learn to appreciate it.. Somehow i am arrow and mark by others.. Due to the lost of certain record book, it used to be safekeep by me out of kindness for the others.. but now when it went missing, a scapegoat had to be appointed.. Guess what.. I'm the big fat goat, waiting to be slaughter haha.. damn it.. I'm gonna cheong with them, fight for my rites and the pride of my junior.. Damn.. PUI!! The worse was, there's a last minute shifting of ship, which casue me to be late again for my dinner.
Met up with the person who assigned me the alias
"siao lang ji pun" for dinner and i'm about
30 mins late again. So paiseh, donno why whenever we're suppose to meet, some urgent work might just pop out of nowhere lor.. hmm...Thks alot to her, haha.. i've got myself a free meal at
"Thai express".. hohoho.. think first time kanna treated by her lo and first time by others ba.. thats what i can remember la.. Think gonna noted it down in my brain liao lo, know her for 10years liao lor.. hahahaha.. Think i've snack the TomYam soup from her instead.. abit paiseh.. its suppose to be her's or share ba.. Aiya nvm.. dont think frenz frenz will kekao too much rite.. hehehehe.. Went to shop around and saw a beri nice cloth, beri suit lor.. but no new piece liao.. in the end still buy lor.. don wished to let empty handed and dishearted la.. cause really nice and suit ma.. so just buy lor..
haha.. heard from belle that her new hair color seems to turn out too bright sia.. really keen to take alook at it now lor.. haha.. CURIOUS CURIOUS CURIOUS hhohohoho... Aiya no matter whats the outcome, think she will still be mei mei and ke ai de..
Damn just receive a call from Bruce, told to clean up my junior shit, no one will be free to handle those work lor.. KNS TL lor.. then how am i gng to deal with my work, all those shits, gonna be further aim liao lor.. Too soft hearted liao... always when others plea with me, i will give in to them.. damn it.. Really regard liao..
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11:14 PM
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
Had been keeping "Tai yang beibei" accompany since 8am onwards, all the way till 4+.. For recognising my effort of keeping him company, i'm proudly rewarded by him a new coating of reddish top. Thks alot "tai yang beibei" for turning me into a "roaster pig". Busy with all those seaman stuffs and departmental works.. Everyone was working hand in hand, those juniors and seniors like us.. there's no sign of "huang xian".. "Unity" was what i've always been working towards..
In the midst of work.. i've never forgotten to ask around for info reagarding dinner and whelther if we will be sailing on those days.. hmm.. till now everything was still pending.. sianz.. Till now, i've never really touch or explore my newly bought phone.. too lazy to do anything liao.. sianz.. hmm.. before doing anything... i'm gonna get a 256k mmc card, a pc mircophone and headphone lor.. buay tahan.. think will only be free on sunday to get them liao.. saturday duty again.. haiz..
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8:56 PM
Sunday, January 23, 2005
Happen to come across an acticle in the newpaper.. its about a 16 year old gal being make to swallow 27 stones by some barbaric cum idiotic f*** teen kids .. worse of all.. they are all guys.. Really cant understand why.. those morons were able to do this to a young lady.. Damn pissed off when i came acorss this news.. If i am ever gonna had a chance to get those kids.. I'm gonna make them pay it back the same way.. I noe that revenage were bad karma but if abit of bad karma on me can teach those idiots something then come on!! Grant me the power!!
Supposed to be having a dinner at jurong hill top restaurant, due to certain reason my kaki had to deal with something.. Hmm.. there goes my sunset and surreal ambience. Ke shi bu yao jing.. Kaki issue come first, casue dinner can be taken next time.. just take it as "dinner and sunset at wherever place does not really matter, its the company and how relax u were felt were more impt" hahaha...
Dinner with my family and manages to grab some CNY groceries as well.. cost me quite alot sia.. haiz.. sianz.. bo bian.. Make a trip to the floorist and kind of stun to know that the price of flowers had gone up liao sia.. whoa.. alot more then wat i used to know hmm... Feb is round the corner again and as usual, those 2 impt days nv had i ever celebrated it.. :-( sianz.. Last year, was the worse during feb.. i broke my ankle bone and had to be on clutches for 2 to 3 months.. Think this year, will be the same ba.. just work thru those days again ba.. hmm....
Oh yeah.. CNY is in feb so at least there's 2 non-working days.. yeah!! Thks alot to Jay chou new song, which had kept me remembering her. Ever since i've lost her 2 years ago.. I've never really celebrated CNY at all.. its suppose to be a joyous moment but somehow whenever her gracefull face, her voice, her willingness to sacrifice for to her love one came across my mind... regrets, regrets and more regrets.. Its due to this lost, thats why i'm doing all those kepo things with everyone i know....
Good news.. i am starting on novel and theory liao.. once done i'm gonna post it in the webbie.. yeah!!!
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10:57 PM
Molly yeah!!.. My okasan(mum).. Guess how old is she now? Hehehe.. Half a century liao lor..
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10:57 AM
Our princess again.. hehehe ke ai ba..
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10:54 AM
Does my hand looks like food or what.. Always kanna bite by her sia.. Sui jiao wo teng ta lei.. hahah
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10:52 AM
This is Cheryl staring blur blur de at me.. Cute rite.. She's 2 now.. haha
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10:50 AM
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
Wah wah and me.. sianz we're the recept too.. Donno why.. wah wah abit ke ai.. hahaha
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12:54 AM
The NAV Department!!! YEAH!!!
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12:54 AM
My "Tong shi" with their partners plus belle and me too.. Taken during Anni dinner04
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12:53 AM
Saturday, January 15, 2005
Just off duty last nite.. so damn shek today.. met up with belle at tm.. then makan our meal at Bk.. Went over to Dizzie world at clark quey for my colleagues BB 1 yaer old celebration.. She was really cute and adorable.. but suay don allow us to carry her.. sianz.. bo bian la.. xiao mei mei pa sheng.. Went home straight after accompanying belle to orchard..
On my com and really damn suprise to receive an email from someone whom i know.. Gave a reply then continue on with my chat in msn.. just wanna clear doubts.. but got some irritated.. somehow.. i am not in the right frame of mind too la.. Heng nv blew my temper.. Think there seems to be lots of misreading of msg... i am really sianz and somehow almost give up on explaning.. To those testers.. I've always been giving in alot liao.. dun test me anymore liao.. i know i am somewhere near the edge liao.. when i blew maybe you can forget about who am i liao.. cause u not gona see me that offer..
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11:14 PM
Thursday, January 13, 2005
I noe someone gonna read this nowadays.. and this for u ppls out there.. Sometimes whenever anyone of u had doubts regarding issue related to me. I would be beri happy or glad to answer as much or as frank as possible.. All along being frank and straight was what i had been doing and thats what I'm asking for inreuturn from u frenzs. I know all along.. there's issue where the truth were not fully tell, But thats ok, cause i understand the need for privacy or ur doing it for my own good.I will stop probing for the truth.. even thought somehow i manage to gather bits and pieces of info from other means.... As for now.. its shall be my turn to be doing this as well.. whenever there's issue or certain topic which i felt uncomfortable to ans, i will just be laughing my way thru or just ans in certain ways which dont have an definite ans.. or maybe even "ur just too sensitive"... Hope whenever someone heards this u will understand it and stop asking.. Sometimes thing i just cant ans them due to certain reasons and nv will i be an excess baggage to others. I don wanna lye to frenz thats why i am doing all this. By mentioning this here.. i think somehow, the confidence & trust towards me might start to drop ba.. if thats the case.. then too bad.. this shows one thing.. ur still way behind, way behind the understanding of who am i.. No matter what's my decision or option and no matter whats the outcome it will be like.. hope that as a frenz, u ppl will respect and try to understand why i've made it.. If u dont then too bad.. When ur somewhere further down the road then u might start to understand ba.. Whatever might happen or takes place.. i promised i will still be there to help out, anyone of u so long ur my frenz and u hav request for my help.. provided u dont feel any weirdness with me around or whatever shit u can thought of.. Thats it for today.. Nothing much.. kaoz.. Tonite really bo wei kong
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11:01 PM
Monday, January 10, 2005
yeah.. yesterday nite went to indoor stadium for S.H.E concert.. first time there kind of
"sua ku" lo.. haha.. Thank goodness that we had bought the South ticket sia.. cause
HEBE was there facing us most of the time.. haha.. whoa.. thats what makes the $130 really worth it lor.. hahaa.. heng we never manage to purchase the 150 tix.. cause does not really make much of a diff lor.. heng arh..
ba bu liam geng.. Abit kind of sianz lo.. not because of their performance but the audience in singapore were not really that ONz lor.... Whoa.. biangz.. buay tahan lor.. had to shout to them
"eh wake up la!!! u all think u are in victoria concert hall, ting gu dian yin yue arh.. " (i shouted it beri loudly but in my heart la) sit there just wave their hand nia.. so bu ONz.. kan le dou sianz.. till the beri end, i totally give up, just stand up myself and enjoy heck care the others liao.. block block lor..
bu shuang with me u also bo bian le.. LL squeeze ding dong.. Donno why.. i ended up purchasing their
concert kit and VCD lor.. haiz.. nvm can give it to my mum and sis.. haha.. my family all love S.H.E..yeah!!!
Today actually wanna just go interchange and walk walk see see for clothing nia.. then somehow meet up with
"balloon" then makan lunch and watch him play arcade haiz.. abit sianz lor.. Donno why i'm the so call info station again.. arranging others to meet up.. in the end ..
fail.. Had my dinner with the ladies.. linda and fang.. at genki sushi.. whoa.. their
chicken curry rice..
bo wei kong lor.. its the worse lor.. not much taste sia.. its not that i wanna hiam lor.. but my own
curry rice is alot better lor.. haiz..
zhen shi hao kan bu hao chi sia puiz!!.. Today actually not much mood la.. hmm.. i am still unable to cope with it.. so sianz.. but doing fine now... felt abit uneasy sia.. haiz.. somehow just wanna get out of there asap.. haiz.. this type of mind set had to be change.. if not sooner or later i'm gonna
loss a frenz just because of my own feeling.. haiz.. think for the time being, shall not be gatheing much with them.. shall concentrate more on other thing first.. Heng heng saw
kenny sitting beside us, since
ice age time, didnt manage to see him liao lor... all along i've nv notice him sia.. so
paiseh.. haha.. told me that he had not been send to help out yet.. he seems so happy le.. haiz.. i just dont get it lor.. how come those who really wanna go there cant get the chance to go, due to some stupid idiotic reasons of "
i need u around to help out", "i don wan u to be in danger" haiz..
bullshit and WTF.. those who dont wanna go just got to go lei.. All along i knew beri well what kind of job, task and the danger involve will be like.. but its ok with me lor.. there's many reasons pushing me to go, but its never the reason of getting extra $$.. this had never ever came across my farking mind at all..
i swear it had never ever..
Tonite had a really good chat with
Hong shuang.. even thought we've never met or seen one another.. somehow this impt person whom i've known thru icq is really helping me out.. at least there's someone whom i can really felt
relax and
really enjoy the session of just purely
bullshit & suaning conversation.. hahaa.. thks to her for sending me a webbie link.. a beri beri beri useful webbie.. it talk about life, about how u shall handle matters and treat others.. those are actually meaning that everyone knew, but somehow we're being
blind by certain issue. It might be issue which had the involvement of ourself.. involvement of our soul and emtion.. issue that could had blind/mess up our calmness and alertness to the surrounding ppls.. I've really got a healthy recap of what i've always knew.. thks alot frenz..
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1:01 AM
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
haiz.. donno what happen.. just had a really weird dreamz sia.. ppls included were, meimei, linda, roland, her and ... cant remember liao.. damn stupid and funny sia.. its somehow evolve around meimei and me trying to avoid someone.. hmm..it had been a long time, ever since i had a dreamz liao.. maybe this dream is telling me my subconsious side is being somehow overloaded liao....
Hmm.. its Retreat day for our ship crew.. so NO WORK.. Chalet at changi.. hahahha.. spend the whole day there.. giving presentation and playing beach volleyball.. hohohoho.. beri beri long time nv had a group of frenz all topless and some bottomless haha.. sun tanning and relaxing with our games.. so suang sia.. hehee.. but suay suay think sprain or its seems to be a fracture again on one of my toe.. kaoz.. had to wait for another few days before confirm.. hmm.. but base on my past few times of fracture incident, think this time.. i shall be right again.. hahaha.. damn painful lor.. donno why just now cant really feel that much pain sia..
Kaoz.. call my batch boy to checkout if he's interested in buying my duty lor.. then fark lor.. donno complain WTF to my IC, then i kanna F for nothing.. Sibeh TL lor.. Then had to blow my temper and F him in his face.. kaoz.. donno WTF he thinking lor.. His peers kanna "makan" by other ship personnels lor.. still donno how to fight back de le.. Donno whats holding him sia.. scare of trouble meh.. fark it la.. since his not involved in the duties much does not mean he can just make stupid decision lor.. cause F him so much, his still scare of this scare of that.. then in the end.. Bo bian all i can said is LL.. so suay to have a no balls IC.. I've always been keeping silence telling the junoirs to bear with it.. doing abit extra is nothing la.. but this time.. kns still the same no changes had taken place.. Haiz.. keeping quite does not mean we're ok lor.. tell him everything i've known and ask around just for the sake of him to improve his management.. but still fark up sia..
Damn!!! hurting like hell and damn slpy... and just felt that something seems to be miss from my heart this few days.. haiz..
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7:52 PM
Monday, January 03, 2005
Hmm.. whoa.. slp at 0530am this mrn again.. but this time wake up at bout 9+ cause i've already arrange to meet belle at her place between 10 to 11am.. haiz.. but hahaa. guess what.. she almost cant wake up lor.. haha.. slpt at 5am lei.. whoa.. so cham for her.. ahaha.. Proceed as plan to Ubi driving centre.. Guess wat again.. the Q was damn long lor.. the number one display was 90+ and we're having 122 and 123 lor.. Without farther hesitation, the Q number were squash.
MARCHE was on our mind for lunch, but suay suay when we reach then know that there's no lunch one lor.. KNS.. Ended up in with "lan mian & diam sum" from crystal jade instead.. not bad lor.. at least bo fish, prawn ma hou la.. haha... After the meal, just went wondering around for clothing lor.. whoa.. belle is really a typical shopper lor.. once got sales gng on.. she will definately go in lor.. Nin ke sha cou, bu ke fan guo style sia.. so ke ai.. haaha.. Manage to grab 1 t-shirt from topshop.. hmm kind of ex ba.. but i just like the color.. haha.. finally got my idol cd liao.. Aurora by Zhang shao han Angela.. YEAH!!! Flag a cab to bugis to walk walk see see look look.. for my hp but suay suay agian.. out of stock lor..kaoz.. damn sianz.. Hmm.. Bugis village was where i've bought another 2 printer t-shirt.. i love look of them beri much beri beri nice lor.. its black lor.. kaoz.. i might have miss it lor.. if belle nv spotted it haha.. thks lor.. kaki.. Here come's the best part of the day.. belle vs anutie Price of war.. haha. Winner anuite lor.. no need to say one ma.. but hahah.. guess what.. hehe.. We manage to 'A' 2 bands hmm.. some frenzship band look alike ba.. its FOC ok!! From the anuite ok!!! Think she find belle beri ke ai ba.. cause she really good at bargaining and sha jiao lor.. whoa.. i see until (-_- ;) lor.. hahahahaha.. YEAH!! But i really like the band alot.. Not because it free la.. Instead it will be a memoto to be ba.. Something which will bring back memories of what had taken place.. hahaa.. Hmm.. all along i'm a beri sentimental person lor.. its just tat not much ppl noe nia..hahaha *puke*
Proceed back to Tm.. then hang around waiting for her frenz to come arrive.. Went into precious thots and guess what this time.... Argh.. the teddy bear was so soft and nice to touch lor.. plus KE AI sia.. ahaha.. she almost went siao.. haha.. heng me got high endurance if not i might end up like her.. In the end, only got 1 nia.. and its not for me but for her instead.. belated christmas present.. ARGHH i also wan sia.. but too many this type of things at home liao..
Met up with chris and lin mei mei for dinner at seoul garden.. hmm.. this is my second time having meal there liao.. hmm.. nothing special to me but a beri ex and bo hua place.. but since the kid like it.. so long she happy can liao.. Anyway its all along a promise which i had make and i must kept.. cant break ur promise with a kid ma.. She seems to be enjoying herself alot today.. Tok non-stop sia.. hahaa.. xiao hai zhi jiu shi yao zhe yang..
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11:57 PM
Sunday, January 02, 2005
Hmm... receive a msg from chris and ended up, having dinner with her at the steamboat place.. in TM again... As usual, just TC and somehow manage to get some inside info hahaa.. SWEE.. Of the infos, what stun, sadden and disppoint me the most are what i've expect to be a possible way.. but somehow, upon hearing it still flame me up.. Possible reasons and excuse for this action to be taken place, i've even thought about it.. Somehow, still felt that.. minimum respect, courage and frankness were not shown at least to me.. I can be and will be treating everyone i've noe with respect but at least do the same back.. when things had been stated clearly by me..
Its the first day of 2005 and i've got the intention of gathering my other 5 bro for a makan and TC session for supper at bedok 85.. It started out with me(bro5), inviting the others along.. really glad that everyone is taking the initiative to double check for the timing.. Bro3(paul) went around picking everyone up.. Once again, we had BBQ stingray, satay, otak, noodles and lots of sugar cane juice haaha.. its the first time for us to gather there.. Really enjoy the session, tok about lots of things.. including HDB, marriage, working in the outside world ..... and full of shit too.. Came up with a aim, to make a memorable token for each of us.. Everything will be perfect, if bro6 will be with us.. somehow.. i just felt that his no longer showing that much interest or bro bond anymore.. seems to be turning more towards a hi bye frenz soon...
On the way home.. check with bro 2 for the actual incident.. haiz.. once, i am home, manu won haahhaa.. damn it forget to place bet again.. there goes my 500 liao.. kns.. haiz.. had a chat with the one who pass a sickness call "nitemare cuttie droolzing insomia " and problem definition for cute.. hahaha.. Ting was also in my chatting list.. best ka liao.. drink too much coffee then cant slp hahaa.. the msn went quite at bout 0420am..
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3:27 PM
