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Sunday, February 27, 2005

Guess whatt time izzi now.. 8am i've just fallen aslp not long ago nia.. then receive a call from colleg "hey.. ur activated today"
he had his hand hurt this mrn, so i LL bo bian had to go back.. but had they spare a thought for me anot.. i'm suppose not to be doing any duties cause it will only worsen the condition, but all along i'm "TONG-ing" lor... Pls le... Tml morning, i'm suppose to be in some hospital for scanning and treatment lor and now u want me to be back there for 24 hours of guard duty.. Then tueday again... another 24 hours lor.. Always know how to ask "U ok anot, if not then go report sick" but if i did then u guys will suffer lor.. damn it!!

For the past few days i've already been in super low morale mood liao... Advancement and promotion might be delay due to those moron working up in the HQ. Injuries had once again, place me onto the balance beam again.. Those members living under the same roof are giving new and old issues again.. I've given my trust and support, no matter how many times i've been upset and 'betray' but there's always a limit to certain things.. I've try to be patient and i'm sure i am... This time round, you've really whack my limit and the bond or trust had almost vanish.. If i'm just someone whom, just seems to be a "E.station".... I've fail to understand not because i'm unable to do so... its becasue i'm getting more and more numb.. but can i really hack care about..........

simplicityrulez* @ 8:11 AM

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

I love this design alot.. esp the earth lor.. beri unique and nice to me.. hehehe

simplicityrulez* @ 12:07 AM

Dont really understand whats the meaning of this.. hmm..

simplicityrulez* @ 12:06 AM

Super duper one year supply of CAN food

simplicityrulez* @ 12:06 AM

Beri cute rite.. this one of those chingay display lor..

simplicityrulez* @ 12:05 AM

Waiter didi.. i've ask to take a shoot of him.. hahaha.. somehow look abit like my cousin..

simplicityrulez* @ 12:04 AM

Haiz.. See AC again.. already mei mei and cute liao still ac for wat..

simplicityrulez* @ 12:02 AM

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Gotcha!! haha.. dont think i donno what u doing hor.. i've got evidence de hor.. :P

simplicityrulez* @ 11:55 PM

yummy.. its SukiYaki again.. its almost a must to me now..

simplicityrulez* @ 11:53 PM

"Before & After" part 1/2.. look yummy nia.. taste not really up to stand lor... cause too watery liao.. nv defroze properly ba..

simplicityrulez* @ 11:52 PM

"Before & After" part 2/2

simplicityrulez* @ 11:49 PM

can u guess what's this?? Something I'm force to do for my boss lor.. so sianz..

simplicityrulez* @ 11:47 PM

The big boss of Taiwan Navy was here today in Changi naval base for some pre-sail brief and i were appointed to be in charge of filming for the whole event.. I'M ALMOST LATE LOR... if i've really been late, the consequence will be my "balls" will be rounding freely on the floor liao, but somehow i just took my own sweet time there.. haiz.. this type of attitude must really change soon.. During the whole event, i am the only person who was given the 'power' to roam around freely, laughing at their ji dei ji dei de chinese and helping them understanding how cold were their jokes lor.. Haiz.. after today event then i realise, at least my chinese was not the worse in this whole lor.. hohoho.. and its really a honour to be present at this special occasion, its gonna take up some part of my memories. its once in a life time encounter lei.. One thing really bad was to get my back strain again.. was told not to carry heavy load but bo bian.. had to help.. haiz.. need to go see see sinsei liao.. had been missing his treatment for a beri long time liao..

Met up with Belle for dinner at "CS Sakae sushi" this evening cause someone treating me ma.. Said Bday wanna treat... so sweet of her her.. I'm lucky lo.. think buy 4D/TOTO/Big sweep will cfm have 99.99% of striking lei :p
After quiet sometimes nv meet, the first qns ask by her was "Eh, i look like ah lian anot?"
ArghTAAA!! hahaha.. best lor..
So Ai mei till the core sia.. haiz.. Ren mei jiu si mei de. Anyway dont worry la.. sometimes someone appearance might not seems special or appealing to others but somehow, the person will always be the most Mei and lovely to their family and relatives one la.. dun worry too much la... kekeke

After dinner, went around window shopping. Went over to ex-sogo building(DBS) for some photo shoots of those chingay vehicles.. I've manage to make 2 amazing dicovery. One of them was today then i realise, that there's ppl who still donno there's a function call "zoom" in digital camera lor.. haha.. those pics taken were too artistic liao.. cause we might had to attach our names beside the pic before others might notice whose in those pics lo.. hahaha.. There's abit of drama took place during our makan session. Thats also how i've found out her "SPECIAL HOBBY" hahaha... :p We've even thought of planning of an oversea treat together with both groups of frenz in this coming May lor.. but till the beri end, haven finalized the actual place of visit yet.. gonna ask around for individual budget first.. anyway there's also a NATAS coming soon in late march ma.. so no hurry yet..

simplicityrulez* @ 10:50 PM

Sunday, February 20, 2005

19 feb 05 its my 23th birhtday hahaha... after struggling for 22years and 355 days.. I've finally manage to be able to celebrate it with afew goods "PENG YOU", really touch lor!!! All thks to chris mei mei for asking and somehow organising the outing or makan session... if not it gonna be another same old boring day to me.. At first, really had the intention of organising a makan session which includes everyone whom i've known.. my brozs.. sec schs frenzs or those frenzs whom i've still manage to keep in contact, due to work status i just cant... Anyway, its already a beri wonderful session liao.. its seems just like any other makan session but the special things which caught me was the photo album.. An album which had all those collection of photos which we've manage to went thru.. eg: our first ever oversea trips on 26 aug 04 to 28 aug 04, its the first time for 4 of us to be together.. hehe.. so lucky or "xing fu" to had gone with 3 pretty girls.. hahaha :P Photos of our ktv session, christmas eve celebration and lots more were also in it.. Really really means alot to me.. really brings back all those memories.. both good and bad ones.. so nice.. hahaha.. Up till now, i am still viewing them.. its a beri beri precious gift.. priceless to me lor..

Recieve quite alots of sms and online msg from frenzs.. sending their congrat some were also those whom i've seldom or never really contact but manages to gave them a helping hand when needed... so sweet of them... Anyway, we had our dinner at bedok 85 again.. same old group of ppls.. Then after that.. were spilt into 2 groups, lena, ray and ric left before i knew.. shall be heading to zouk ba.. so its left with fang fang, chris mei mei, pkl, linda and me.. Catch a movie 1115pm movie in CS title "White noise".. hmm.. not bad la the show.. i've suspected that most of the audiences should have left the cinema with lots of ??? ba.. hahaha.. its abit chim lor.. But the best of all was not the movie itself.. rather its our fang fang who caught my attention the most.... hahaha... beri "good tou" sound effect and reaction from her.. beri ke ai.. haha.. the air con was kind of cold inside and so our poor fang fang who fears cold the most had to suffer abit.. linda too was suffering lor.. haiz.. and she even fell aslp lor.. hohoho.. Too bad, its not allow to be half naked outside.. if not, i am willing to part with my shirt la.. so i've to bear with the heartache of witnessing pretty ladies frenz suffering.. bo bian...hahaha :P and i cant just leave the cinema, just like last time to get something ma.. cause not beri nice lor.. i've done it once and willingly to do it again, but due to certain reaction and response from last time, i dont think its beri nice to do this again lor.. hohoho

As usual, the days end with pkl sending us home and me walking them to their doors steps.. cause beri late liao.. plus its also the duty of "singapore nan yong" job ma.. hahaha.. Linda seems shek, fang fang also beri shek and abit pale not because she nv place makeup lor.. its really pale.. too much work and study liao... chris also lor.. shek shek de.. me too sail until almost "buay lin chu" lor..

Now i'm more determind to get my photo album done soon.. i've got this habit of placing all those 1st time done things in them lor.. hahaha.. eg: movies tix, reciepts of special gifts and lots more lor.. haha.. abit siao ba.. but i just love to safe keep those memories which i've felt super duper impt lor.. Arhg its almost 3 liao.. now i'm still having the desire to be out for some activities but no transport and interesting places in mind lei.. haiz... linda also stuck at home now.. grumbling too.. hahaa.. too bad la.. no car.. TMD i'm really gonna get my license asap liao

simplicityrulez* @ 1:50 AM

Friday, February 18, 2005

There's hardly any short circuit happening to me but today it had finally once again took place.. after so long of high level of resistance, tolerate or supression ba.. hahaa.. Its common for ppl to be doing this.. cause lots of ppls surrounding me had been doing.. Its beri beri hard for me to really burst it out.. sometimes once in a blue moon, my connection might just happen to went short circuit la..

I used to had beri rapid savo temper, its comes and goes really fast.. just like what others might said Mood swing lor.. But today its just another small tiny warning of volcano eruption la.. lucky there's afew poor frenzs of mine being slaughter by my infamous grumble power and rapid change of attitude.. i've manage to reduce part of it down. Everything went back abit more normal when i'm glue to piano and guitar pieces which usually relaxes me easily..

Someone told me, i've always seems to be "acting" infront of them.. always smiling and suppressing and unwillingly to let go of myself by stating the truth reason, even thought i appear to be a happy goes lucky person infront of almost everyone.. hmm.. his not the first person.. telling me this so its never a bother to me either... all i could do was to smile and remain in silence casue there's no requirement of explanation... its was either u understand or u dont..

All in all, does anyone truthly understand the words "Duty and Responsibilites"... its sound simple and easy to understand.. but tell me truthfully how many ppl had truthly been sticking towards the actual meaning this words.. not much i think.. really not much.. I've given chances and more chances till the extended that i'm really getting really tired and disppointed.. When then will lesson be learnt, solution and independant be built... Providing courage, fortitude and morale support were nv a problem but tell me when then will lesson being learn... This time round, i really totally disappointed, even thought we're bond by blood but haiz... really make me worry nia..

Lots of ppl tend to keep on comparing the past with the present but how much did they understand from why and whats the reason of them comparing... Coze the past had already past, which means all those suffering or heartache had already been left behind and almost forgot and normally only those sweet and memorable memories were left behind as memories for them to recall. As a result, it will seems much more sweeter or easier for those person who are suffering from problems currently to kept comparing the present with the past, its a sign of unwillingness to face the fact.. No matter whats the obsticle or no matter how much tough battles u gonna face.. u still have to keep walking forward, outgrowing them.. Its also part of growing up and learning process in everyone's life.. No pt complaining and sitting/ standing still grumbling about life.. whereas nto even a tiny little steps was taken.. getting hurt is also part of preparation for toughing up personnel defence for the furture.. its never how hurtful or how much tears were drops, its about how much are u willing to let go and keep moving... Human might be imcomparable in certain issue but after we're still somehow facing the same basic roots problems in life... Eg: I've been thru the process of lossing ur loves ones, infront of my eyes not once, not twice.. till during that moments i cant even drop a single tears, not because i'm not being effected, its just that the pain were too deep till to the extend that ur having problems sherding tears, Set this aside.. The truth was NO MATTER HOW DEEPLY HURT U WERE, THERE'S ALWAYS A TIME LIMIT TO THIS DEJECTION. INDUCING URSELF IN THIS SORROW FOR TOO LONG OF A TIME WILL ONLY BOUGHT U MORE UNNECCESARY SUFFERING AND MISERY NIA. HMM.. A SIMPLE EXAMPLE WAS "CLOCK", LIFE WAS JUST LIKE ONE.. IT CANT BE STOP. JUST HAD TO KEEP ON MOVING FORWARD..

simplicityrulez* @ 11:57 PM

Thursday, February 17, 2005

Finally after 1 whole week of endless sailing and drills.. we've finally overcome this week.. which means.. NO SAILING FOR THE COMING 2 WEEKS!!! SWEE LA!! NO FIRING NO LATE NITE NO 1 to 2 HRS OF SLP FOR 2 to 3 days.. MAU HAHAHAA... Ren ming de bao mu also need abit of rest one lor..

Today during sailing, i was beri beri suay lor.. kanna 'mark' for nothing lor.. izzi a problem not to have a proper watch to keep watch of the timing lei.. beri beri bo liao lor... its my pasa ma.. borrowing and asking around for time also got wrong meh.. kaoz... bo liao.. cant find things to "niao wo" then find stupid excuses sia.. lame sia..

Yeah.. this weekend had somehow been plan le.. first of all must really get a hair cut lor.. get a new shoes.. casue my one and only track shoes had finally left me all alone liao.. after about 3 years of service... haiz.. so sad... you yi dian se bu de neng.. ke shi mei ba fan la.. mei de jiu le.. As for sunday, morning gonna be soccer cause gonna lose so weight liao.. gain some liao.. hahaa.. die liao.... Set new goals for this first half of the years..

Goals: 1st- driving license
2nd- loss weight and strengthen my injuries..
3th- zen micro
4th- short holiday in May
5th- help out for those in need

simplicityrulez* @ 11:19 PM

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Just came back from work nia.. had been working for more then 48 hours non-stop with interval of only 1 and half hours of sleep nia.. Then just work work sail sail.. nothing else.. haiz.. bo bian.. who ask me to be part of "ren ming de bao mu" hohoho.. tml still have to start work at 7am lor.. which means.. i've to wake up at 5am again, then all the way till nite time.. but all this was okiez still bearable.. its only when i realise that this coming saturday.. i had a beri high possiblities of getting activated for guard duty that really makes me sianz lor.. I'm already so shek and sianz liao.. plus this sat i die die also wouldn't do lor.. Planning to spend that day to shop around, pamper myself with little gifts lor.. cause once in a year ma.. must treat myself better.. if not work so hard for what lei... SO DIE DIE will sell if really kanna activated lor.. hahha.. so its gonna be shopping, makan, buy books and home to sleep... no real intention of celebration cause never had i ever had one.. definitely gonna feel awkward lor.. cause i'm mostly the one orgainsing events for frenzs.. not the other way round... hmm... beri beri tired liao.. have to slp le..

simplicityrulez* @ 11:02 PM

Sunday, February 13, 2005

Hmm.. things seems to be in a big mess.. had been working since afternoon till now.. still cant finished.. Plus i've been working on the floor, the back pain was really irritating sia.. bua tahan.. haiz.. now taking a short break.. donno who or what to tok to.. so just write it down.. Sianz i'm the organiser again for this weekend outing... Frenz i've know seems to be stress out with test and assessment, facing alot more stress from both work and school, really kind of tough.. Hope that i'm gonna be some sort of help.. But first i would really need to calm down my mind, let it be back to the starting point again.. hehehee... Whoa.. today my sis really suprise me.. at first thought she's gonna buy me a new watch but in the end just said said nia and its seems that i should be the one buying for her lor.. hahaa.. but nvm.. at least she had been keeping alook for me.. yeah... Wee.. gonna watch abit of tv liao...

simplicityrulez* @ 6:40 PM

Thursday, February 10, 2005

Really pity the clam lor.. had to be torture till death by this ladies due to their curiosity.. hehehehee

simplicityrulez* @ 1:16 PM

Taken during 1st feb dinner.. hmm abit bu mei liao... someone had sliced away a piece of the fishy off le.. hohoho.. the BBQ chicken tasted like rock.. pity pity for someone who had to "chen qiang".. hohohoho... :P

simplicityrulez* @ 1:11 PM

Dinner - Grilled chicken and salmon from sizzler.. look beri beri nice rite.. *slurppzz* hohoho..

simplicityrulez* @ 1:08 PM

Second day of CNY had steamboat for breakfast lor.. hohoho..

simplicityrulez* @ 1:06 PM

This was what i ate for CNY reunion dinner.. best rite.. "thks" to SAF hohoho..

simplicityrulez* @ 1:02 PM

Roland TKB.. did he change alot??? hmm.. seems the same to me...

simplicityrulez* @ 1:00 PM

Taken during fang belated Bday celebration.. from top left clockwise : fang, linda, chris, delphine

simplicityrulez* @ 12:58 PM

Pinky roses.. nice anot hohoho

simplicityrulez* @ 12:57 PM

Hmm.. beri sleepy.. all i want for CNY was to have lots of peaceful sleeping hours and thats all i've wished for nia.. But as expected.. the same old relatives eg: uncles, anuties and little kido just came knocking on heaven doors and there goes my peace.. haiz.. Spend sometimes playing pockers with those kids and uncle, intention was to loss to them, so just anyhow whack but somehow or rather i just kept winning erh.. (-_-;) Spend most of my time, staring into my monitor watching anime while those kids just kept themselves entertain... This year was the first time i've miss out reunion dinner and outing with them, so somehow felt kind of guilty lor... but bo bian, since i've make a promise liao.. so have to taa the duty lor...

Minutes passes as hours and hours passes as days... this was what i've felt sitting alone in the middle of the flat.. with no one and nothing to keep me entertain.. "city of solitude" shall be the best to describe it.. Happen to come across 2 ah bei who seems to be partially handicap, while i'm making my way to century square... One of them was trying to alight the bus, but somehow he cant due to restriction of mobility.. So he was stuck there gumbling... What makes me really ferious was what the hell were those youngest nearby doing.. cant they tell that help was needed meh.. blind arh.. plus the bus driver also best ka liao lor.. just sit there and keep asking "ni ke yi ma" or something like that la.. "QI SI WO LE" bua tahan so just went over and carry him down the bus and onto some "stone chair", it was when i'm doing this, then the people around just seems to realise there's this person stuck there lor, next came their so call "abit fake action lor".. whoa.. siao lo.. izzi their too paiseh or just dont wish to trouble themself lei.. haiz... where's all the respect for human/ elderly lei.. Once of this days.. everyone will grow old and need help lor.. "QI DAO YAO BAO LE" so just left the scene the moment i've left him on the chair...

Met up with bocun for movie "Constantict".. its just another god vs satan kind of movie but with lots of humor added in.. kind of kau zhang but afew laughter too... Its worth the $8.50 casue this was one of the best movie now ba.. By right, i'm supposed to be at MS after the movie but somehow having a damn bad headache now.. think shall be the lack of slp which was taking effect on me ba..

Just now saw someone wearing the Adidas sweater @_@ which i've been hunting for lor... same design but the color was not what i've wanted so ok la.. hehehe whoa.. so nice.. but nvm i just went for window shopping again @_@ on watches haaha... i've been thinking of getting one for myself since last year liao.. but just cant really decided on which one lor.. haiz.. always went there but never manage to get any of them.. so till now.. i can only drool nia... drool drool drool.. *sllluuuuurrrrrrpppppp* die jin wan you yao drool dao siao le... sianz...

simplicityrulez* @ 2:30 AM

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

Its sunday and just after dinner with the 3 mei mei de ladies.. i still have to go back camp, to give a last min touch up for monday sailing... Somehow i'm suppose to be beri beri late, cause we've arrange to meet at 930pm but i've ended up reaching only at about 11pm.. but guess what.. I'm the only one there last nite.. the rest were either sick or having family dinner.. kanna fan fei ji le... SIANZ >_< QI SI WO LE!!!

Try to catch some sleep but somehow "WO SHI MIAN LE" argh.. hao jiu hao jiu mei you le.. This time donno whats the real reason which casue this, might be work ba.. cause recently had been rather busy with assessement and getting lots of expectation from others...

Gave fang fang a call while i'm on my way home, trying to jio her for supper cause had been working for the whole day, only makan breakfast nia.. Knew that she's not schooling but still try my luck, just in case i've mess up the date ba.. Heng heng.. we're in the same train but diff cabin.. She's out with bin mei mei for last min CNY to get list.. All 3 of us look rather shek out today... Hao lei hao lei oh...

simplicityrulez* @ 1:15 AM

Saturday, February 05, 2005

Kind of really best this few days.. lots of works, preparation, assessment and lots of sailing coming up this month.. haiz.. being a sailor is really tough cause u donno when u gonna leave and when u gonna be back.. everything was so last minute. Work till bout 6+ then went back straight to tampines for dinner.. Dinner was simply settle at sakae sushi with bin mei mei.. kind of disappointed when there's no serving of curry rice.. argh sianz lor!! To add on to this, i'm also struggling with my left hand, having problem picking up tofu lor.. Lifting up a plate of "chawanmushi" seems to be like lifting a 50kg load, cause my rightie just seems to be shacking vigourously. Hohoho..

Went over to bin mei mei house for house visit cause, lin xiao mei mei was down with C.pox, from bin mei mei describtion it seems beri beri "jia la" but now then i know, that her describtion can be so "kua zhang" hohoho.. I should have thought it liao.. cause dont think a kido will have much of it ba..

simplicityrulez* @ 1:54 AM

Thursday, February 03, 2005

Felt totally weak today when i woke up.. donno why its seems that i'm carrying invincible loads on my body lor.. had to drag myself out of the bed and all the way to taus. Completed the working day with a "A" grade for my warfare training hahaa.. guess what.. hehe.. i'm the only junior who got an "A" haha.. even thought i'm not being train as a officier but still i've manage to score well by impressing them hehehehee.. I've never let my department down, but in exchange for "A", i've got a rather heavier return gift as well, shekness and arise in temperature again.. haiz.. damn it.. Sianz tml still got training and nite guard duty lor..

Join the whole for dinner at suntec for steamboat, so to get there i've drag myself there.. Long time never seen them liao.. plus its a belated celebration dinner for fang fang and also to see see my same frequency kaki Linda hohoho.... Most of the time, i'm just in silence concertrating on my makan, cause i've having some vision problem just now.. maybe too shek, never had enough rest le ba.. Just when, its about to end, we went berserk over snapping of photos.. lots of fun and laughter lor.. hehehe.. Suay suay, hand itch went ahead to glid my fingers over the tank, then teo bei bio liao lor..

Somehow loss abit of temper tonite, cause i'm unable to understand the thoughts of other.. I do admit i'm kind of sturbborn at times and somehow loss the ability or coolness to stay on the other party point of view to thought or felt whats the possible mindset or concern by them. No excuse for this time, but i know should have respect them as well.. but somehow think my way of thoughts and concern was not being pass over properly over to them in terms of communication.. Weird to me, cause certain time or rather most of the time, i've the habit of toking in a weird and hard to understand way, somehow this had make other difficulty in understanding my approach to settle issue. I'm gonna learn from this and kept my calm at all times... hahaha.. had to stop here liao.. beri late le.. my head is spinning like hell now.. Gona pull out that last piece of glass and KO liao.. so tired now.. Last but not least, if i've ever been rude or mistreated u, dont take it to heart la.. okok hehehe... I've thought of the possible reason for ur choice, it might be as a concern for my health or well being and lots more, but i've always the habit of not allowing others to worry for me cause it shall be the other way instead lor.. hoho.. cause i'm bei bei ma.... shall take care of all those kids ma...

simplicityrulez* @ 1:55 AM

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

Last nite, was really "kan cheong", always wondering what's gonna be like. Whelter izzi going to be another "what do u wan de face" or suprise :p This kept me awake for the whole nite.. hahaa

As the sun rises and the clock keep ticking away.. my heart was pounding even harder, harder then the previous bit. Coze 10 am was the intended delivery hour. Its my first time gift, a gift for a frenz which was supposed to suprise and gave a memorable day. Just when i'm busy with my stuffs, a confirmation reply came and things was not as bad as what i've thought.. its a pleasant reply and things goes accordingly..

Never had i thought that i'm gonna have the oppucunity to catch a glad of the gift, cause all along, i've only manage to describe it out to the lady for what type of packaging and arrangement it will be like. hehee.. Luckily i've came over yesterday to search for the exact location of the restaurant if not, think i'm gonna have a hard time locating it.. coze its kind of "ulu" lor.. I've only made a simple request or hope for a meaningfull and memorable day, and its seems that my request had sucess.. Yeah yeah yeah!! V!!! hohoho.. Taken 3 pics as well.. hahaa.. it took quiet abit of time, but no matter how long it tooks its still worthing it. hohoho

simplicityrulez* @ 11:37 PM