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Monday, March 14, 2005
Part of my principal towards work was never ever, abuse my seniority or power.. No matter whose the one, whom wanted any help from me, i would really try to help it out, but somehow might nag abit here and there.. bo bian old man ma.. Had always place most in thoughts and overviewing the whole possible outcome of every situation taking place.. Biting the bullet, bearing with the pain, i've still continue to carry out my duties for the sake of reducing their workload.. but had i been appreciated.. NOPEZ..
Today, all i ask was someone who was in the standby activation sequence for tml to be activated for my upcoming duties.. for the sake of my health.. all he could do was to complain... had he forgotten how he had activated me, just 1 hald an hour before the actual commencing of duties.. just because he had his "RIGHT THUMB
BLUE BLACK AND ABIT SWOLLEN NIA" . Even thought i understand he had just done one of them this sunday, but all of us had done it for more then once man.. more then once... I'm someone who can really bear with pain lor, if its not that bad or unbearable, do u think i'm gonna do this meh.. MEI REN QING WEI
I've finally understand the importance of health.. all thks to fang fang principal
"health always comes first".. i've always choose to ignore but somehow after the steamboat makan session... i'm really
impress with her for this...
YOU HAVE MY SALUTE
So this time round, i am just gonna bite the bullet one last time, gonna get my excuse for duties tml mrn, then if really none of them is going to help then either i'm gonna do it myself or bo bian sell it.. Do i deserve this?? NOPEZ... I'M GONNA STAND MY GROUND THIS TIME.. ONCE I"VE MAKE UP MY MIND, NOTHING GONNA CHANGE IT EASILY... I"ve always been giving others, the impression of me being someone who dont have my own opinion (mei zhu jian), always anything anything shui bian shui bian de.. I do have alot, but do they know why i dont wanna voice it out bo... Not because i'm scared or whatever reason u can thought of.. its because i've this bad habit of being afraid of forcing someone to follow my choices if they really dont wanna opt for it.. or worse some will either complain of it or being too choosey.. plus i'm someone who is quiet short temper... cant really stand someone nagging at me.. so there's a high possiblities of me erupting lor.. I've only told or explain to afew better frenzs of mine, but some just choose not to believe or just keep on insisting that i'm just finding excuse for myself nia.. This really BOIL me up hahaha.. cause i hate to be misunderstood.. but up till now.. I've seldom, almost never or never loss my temper to ppl whom i care and love ba... hahahaha... I'm always too soft hearted to them liao.. hehehehe
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