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Saturday, March 05, 2005
For the past one week plus, I've been traveling to different places and encountering different situation. The purpose was to recultivate my thoughts and believe and the way of understanding.. Somehow or rather i've lost them so easily away to certain depressing issue and the lost of faith.. So i've choosen to re-evaluate myself before i'm able to continue on further by aiding my surrounding ppls.. As result, stepping out of ur current situation and viewing them in a third party view was choosen again..
I've been traveling around, observing complete stranger on the streets, not for their action or movement but their facial expression and little movements.. Come across afew great pieces of painting as well, it might not seems to be a master piece to others, but somehow it had given me feeling and thoughts of the painter or certain issue him/her was trying to express.. It might seems strange for what i'm going to say but i strongly believe that only someone who was consider either the "relative" or "love one" of those drawing was only able to feel it and i might be consider its relative ba..
Happen to know a lady anutie while I've was reading in the train, cant really remember where she's from but confirm not a
"XIN GA PO LAN". At first really wanna ignore her casue
"MY LIN GAN JUST KEPT KNOCKING ON MY DOOR FO THOUGHTS" but bo bian
LL sux thumb.. We've got really chatty and started to exchange view and thoughts. I've manage to share with her a few of my essay which i'm currently writing and as for her, topics on
"third world country and povety". A few passengers seems really keen while others completely
BO CHAP..Totally refresh mentally but not physically lor.. those pain and sleepyness was really bothering me lor.. but at least i've got myself afew new essay and believe.. hmm.. not really new but some re-evalutaion.. In the end, i am back as who i'm. I'm really keen to get into ppl life learning their problem, there's this frenz of mine, having stress and time alocation problems.. this had been keeping her from being
Kai lan liao.. hmm... really wana get it done before i'm gonna saw any further possible mental or physical damages being done..
For the upcoming days.. i'm gonna start typing out my essay in webbie, really hope to share with others and also to touch on issue whom i've known ppl surrounding me had been facing.. This is what i've written few days ago.. something simple and everyone in this world shall know.. just that they choosen not to believe it..
If there is a direction for feeling, then happiness is definatily outward and saddness gonna be inward. Why outward for happiness? Coze when ur in high mode, ur gonna had a better view of picture, situation awareness and ur also able to view "further". Why inward for saddness? Coze whenever ur down and depress the only things u gonna see was urself. No longer the people surrounding u, not even their care and concern, their words cant even reaches in and u will be retreating urself inward.Best things today, was my beloved
Bin Mei Mei actually send us
GUO DONG ye.. Its
GUO DONG u noe!! Eh.. but i cant tell what it is for the fruit, donno izzi lachees or longan.. haha.. Dont pray pray hor.. its BIN MEI MEI do one hor.. So sweet of her to send us and really
"Gan Dong" to be able to have a share of her 144 Guo dong. This mei mei not fake one lor.. but sometimes she's really a pain in the a** lor.. hohoho.... Who dare to complain not nice, i'm gonna make sure, they will be forcing them to chose between
"DA BIAN" or her abit tasteless
GUO DONG but with lots of warmth and soul in it lor.. hohoho
(-_-;) Not bad right.. ur this kor kor here willing to do this.. yeah!!
Lastly once i've post my writing in webbie and got great feedback liao then i will let u guys know ba.. or i might also post it here.. yeah!!
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