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Tuesday, May 31, 2005
今天，有个朋友问我
朋友：“你相信她会赢吗？“
戴伯伯(我)：“我相信！！"
朋友：“哦。这样啊。如果输了，失望反而更大哦。”
戴伯伯：“相信和最后的结果是两回事，就算结果不如预期。问题也不是出在相信她的人身上啊。吧？ ”
结果，朋友就blur blur ^^ 得有听没有懂得。就吵着要我解释。可是，这次，刚好我心情极度的郁闷。就懒得解释了。反正，就常有朋友，不了，我话中的含意。我看就只能怪我这个老毛病，就是说话常常带着意思，故意给人去理解和领悟吧。嗨嗨。。。。
你能理解我的意识吗？？知道我像表达什么吗？？
昨天，我可多了个得面对和伤心的事了。好快好快，我就得和快乐和幸福说sayonara了。而这也不知道是第几次了。我都以为我麻木了呢。可是，这次还是一样的痛。心理就好像被人强行的拎了acid。这种感觉好首席啊。时间就好像，就好像倒带一样。。就是因为认识了她，我每天才会我向往的地方。就因为认识了她，我才开始知道什么叫快乐和幸福。就是因为认识了她，我才能从寂寞的牢房中开始新的生命。就是因为她，我才会开始学好华文。（9个月前，我还不懂好多好多的字，就连评音也不懂）。 就是因为她，我开始了会对别人说自己的心事。因为从前，我都是只懂得什么帮助人，把别人的是给扛起来，而就当自己有心事时，就只会往肚子里吞。这几个月来，我们就这样成了双方的开心果和精神上得支柱。
我不知道什么叫常常久久，我只知道我会在接下来的时间里，进我所能，给你个美好的回忆。而就在此时，我想对你说：
“如果，我们能在一个大家都能碰面和接触的地方生活，我们就会得到100%得快乐。可是我们能吗？不能，所以我们并不是100%得快乐。“
“如果，我们能不必面对悲伤和依依不舍的离别场面，我们就会天天和幸福共舞。可是我们能吗？不能，所以我们只能回味当时一起跳过的华丽舞姿。“
“如果，我们就因为这样的离别，而把对方给淡忘了，我们就不配被称呼为心交。可是我们会吗？至少，我懂我不会，而我深信你也不会。因为我已经把你的温暖，你的温柔紧紧得捆在我心里最深处得监牢里。而你的身影，你的样貌也被牢记在我那小小的脑子里。“
最后，我只想说你是我一生的心交。而我会把以上的“不能“，变成现实。而这是我和你自间的约定。
simplicityrulez* @
12:57 AM
Saturday, May 28, 2005
KTVIts really been along time, ever since i've been to ktv liao... hehe.. miss it alot.. althought my singing would always bring back memories of others.. Memories of the squeky noise made when their mum was slaughtering chicken, but think i care.. hoho.. my skin was always as thick as u could ever imagine.. Even thought we've been allow to stay on for abit longer then usual but somehow i am still abit bu shuang lei.. hai mei chang enough lei.. sianz.. hoho.. Anyway somehow yet again make another empty promises again lor.. Donno how many times had i encounter this liao lor.. WHERE IS MY NEOPRINT!!! Its not i'm xiao qi gui, but u promise one hor.. Dont wana let an old man, had his chance of taking photocard with u ppls meh.. At least, after i am gone from this world, i cant proundly show them(those things la, can fly one lor.. ) "Hey this is my Jie mei hor.. swee bo.. " THKS TO SOMEONE I'VE got free tatoo on my arm.. whoa.. not bad lei.. free one lei.. and special lor.. the shape of teeth lei.. i think even those pro tattoo(donno what are they are call) also cant make it lor.. hohoho...
Orchard was just as always freaking boring and bo liao.. went there for dinner anyway with hengmun,, cause wanan get my travel map ma..but kaoz.. whats a book store lei.. cant even provide what a simple man ask for.. QU si ba.. SHIFU HAO KE LiANTonite, as usual reply emails and had a chat with my "shifu" again.. Few days ago, she was crying like hell, finally releasing herself at that moments.. so glad that she did.. actually i am the cuprilt who make this happen la.. hahaha.. always trying to make her relieve herself wanna make her cry.. at least she felt better after that.. and miscom where also solve between her frenzs... heheeh.. see i do know what i am doing lor.. the approach might be weird but hey.. its effective lei.. I am really mad with *shifu*, asking me qns when she's suppose to know i would F her for sure.. "What do u think is the problem when the leg is swollen and hard for the past few days arh??" kaoz.. I did without fail burst, heard liao only make ppl worry about her lor.. and pls la. *shifu* always dont seems to be able to be more independant haiz.. Dang xin si ren le la...
Ke xin reply me le.. send me a email fianlly after managing to decrpyt my msg.. hahaha.. really glad to know someone new.. someone introduce to me thru blog.. Another kan bu kai de xiao peng you.. manage to read afew of her posts and acticle.. somehow.. same same situation as others.. caught in between transition period..
simplicityrulez* @
10:58 PM
Saturday, May 21, 2005
MC again
hai.. still not used to being sick.. sianz.. nuaing the whole day.. sleeping as if there's no tomorrow.. now its already 4am and i am still bloody awake.. bo wei kong.. tou tong si le la..
simplicityrulez* @
3:51 AM
Sunday, May 15, 2005
Kopi SessionBy right, We're suppose to be heading back home right after the movie, but somehow the rain caught us.. Once agian, Kopi Bean was the auto hangout place. At first, the conversaion was mostly
"FEI HUA", but somehow, someone started to qns things which normally we would leave it out.. Best of all, this time round, i've got to listen on comments about myself from friends, whom i am always worry and concern about.. Whoaa... hohoho.. This really suprise me. Cause partially, she had got it right. It somehow goes like this(cant really remember the whole conversaion) Make a guess whose the best kaki of mine who said this hehe:
She: I think your having the worse problems among us.. your's seems to be the "Mei yao jiu" *laughter*Me: Shi ma, okiez.. tell me whats wrong with me and ur point of view lo *damn curious cause she hardly speaks*She: Coze ur always telling others to be more open, share their personnel problem but u urself was not practising it. Always keeping something to urself.Me: *Abit stun, cause wondering got so obvious meh ^_^ * hmm.. cause i've got my reason ma.. i love to be kepo and take on alot of unneccasries things ma.. This goes on and manages to kill some of our times off. I'm kind of heated up, during the session, all due to "U just dont understand factor", but somehow i understand and really appreciated the whole mini kopi session. Then later on i was even advise to pay a visit to "Xin Li Yi Sheng" haha.. Its a good intention but this will not help.. cause i have got certain degree of understanding how they works.. just by making assumption base on main ur responce.. Knew this from afew of my frenzs who are qualify "Xin Li Yi Sheng", but i am just a sturbborn Ox. Certain issues which i've felt uneasy was mention and clear out too.. So everything is just great now.. Like i always said.. When ur uncertain, JUST ASK. For the first time after so long, then i've realize that friends around me actually understand and care for me too.. My mei mei was certainly one of them.. i've loss faith in myself, always hiddening and covering.. Thats all in the past. I've learn lesson from there. In whatever situation and with whatever different group of ppl, with different numbers of personality i've try and tested.. they are all real. Meaning its not fake lo.. Maybe due to all those testing of limitation and having a feel of what others might thoughts and felt at certain situation had really make me gone in too deep. Maybe i shall stop as for now.. Like what she had said "If u cant cure urself, how are u gonna help others" (donno who said this but same same la)
Oh OMG WTF.. thats just another chong dong de xiang fa la.. HA HA.. HA HA .. HA HA HA..
simplicityrulez* @
11:08 PM
Saturday, May 07, 2005
Groove Coverage - SheShe hangs out every day near by the beach
Havin’ a HEINEKEN fallin’ asleep
She looks so sexy when she's walking the sand
Nobody ever put a ring on her hand
Swim to the oceanshore fish in the sea
She is the story the story is she
She sings to the moon and the stars in the sky
Shining from high above you shouldn’t ask why
She is the one that you never forget
She is the heaven-sent angel you met
Oh, she must be the reason why God made a girl
She is so pretty all over the world
She puts the rhythm, the beat in the drum
She comes in the morning and the evening she’s gone
Every little hour every second you live
Trust in eternity that’s what she gives
She looks like Marilyn, walks like Suzanne
She talks like Monica and Marianne
She wins in everything that she might do
And she will respect you forever just you
She is the one that you never forget
She is the heaven-sent angel you met
Oh, she must be the reason why God made a girl
She is so pretty all over the world
She is so pretty all over the world
She is so pretty
She is like you and me
Like them like we
She is in you and me
She is the one that you never forget
She is the heaven-sent angel you met
Oh, she must be the reason why God made a girl
She is so pretty all over the world
(She is the one) She is the one
(That you never forget) That you never forget
She is the heaven-sent angel you met
She’s the reason (oh she must be the reason) why God made a girl
She is so pretty all over the world (oh...)
Na na na na na …
simplicityrulez* @
5:03 PM
Thursday, May 05, 2005
Last mintue purchase. Dont think princess will mind la.. can makan happy liao lo..
simplicityrulez* @
3:07 PM
"Sing faster la.. bo tahan liao" *speech of gong zhu*
simplicityrulez* @
3:00 PM
"Tan chi" de xiao gong zhu having a taste of her 3th birthday cake - fed by the old queen. KAWAII RITE!! Our little "hime"
simplicityrulez* @
2:58 PM
