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Sunday, May 15, 2005
Kopi SessionBy right, We're suppose to be heading back home right after the movie, but somehow the rain caught us.. Once agian, Kopi Bean was the auto hangout place. At first, the conversaion was mostly
"FEI HUA", but somehow, someone started to qns things which normally we would leave it out.. Best of all, this time round, i've got to listen on comments about myself from friends, whom i am always worry and concern about.. Whoaa... hohoho.. This really suprise me. Cause partially, she had got it right. It somehow goes like this(cant really remember the whole conversaion) Make a guess whose the best kaki of mine who said this hehe:
She: I think your having the worse problems among us.. your's seems to be the "Mei yao jiu" *laughter*Me: Shi ma, okiez.. tell me whats wrong with me and ur point of view lo *damn curious cause she hardly speaks*She: Coze ur always telling others to be more open, share their personnel problem but u urself was not practising it. Always keeping something to urself.Me: *Abit stun, cause wondering got so obvious meh ^_^ * hmm.. cause i've got my reason ma.. i love to be kepo and take on alot of unneccasries things ma.. This goes on and manages to kill some of our times off. I'm kind of heated up, during the session, all due to "U just dont understand factor", but somehow i understand and really appreciated the whole mini kopi session. Then later on i was even advise to pay a visit to "Xin Li Yi Sheng" haha.. Its a good intention but this will not help.. cause i have got certain degree of understanding how they works.. just by making assumption base on main ur responce.. Knew this from afew of my frenzs who are qualify "Xin Li Yi Sheng", but i am just a sturbborn Ox. Certain issues which i've felt uneasy was mention and clear out too.. So everything is just great now.. Like i always said.. When ur uncertain, JUST ASK. For the first time after so long, then i've realize that friends around me actually understand and care for me too.. My mei mei was certainly one of them.. i've loss faith in myself, always hiddening and covering.. Thats all in the past. I've learn lesson from there. In whatever situation and with whatever different group of ppl, with different numbers of personality i've try and tested.. they are all real. Meaning its not fake lo.. Maybe due to all those testing of limitation and having a feel of what others might thoughts and felt at certain situation had really make me gone in too deep. Maybe i shall stop as for now.. Like what she had said "If u cant cure urself, how are u gonna help others" (donno who said this but same same la)
Oh OMG WTF.. thats just another chong dong de xiang fa la.. HA HA.. HA HA .. HA HA HA..
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