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Monday, August 29, 2005
Still sick and shek.. Cant sleep for the whole nite.. had been coughing like hell due to the little cup of pepsi. Woke up late for breakfast. Which we're supposed to be meeting at 10am.. but somehow i managed to struggle there at around 1030am. Spend the entire afternoon sitting infront of the monitor clicking and tabbing the buttons. Met up with Christine for dinner at TM food court. Then proceed back to cartel again for the second time today. Grab a piece of cake and cup of ANG MOH KOPI. Kept myself entertain with the ManU vs New matche.
Had a discussion with lena for the tix and hotel booking for our BK trip but ended up with nothing much due to my appointment on the departuare date. Nothing yet to be confirm.
Now back to some personnel thoughts again. Had been wondering why i'm such a control freak. Coze in state of expressing or voicing out personal thoughts, i would choose to tame it or cover it up. Hmm.. shall end here .. thats it fullstop
simplicityrulez* @
3:17 AM
Sunday, August 28, 2005
Sick for more then a week le.. but today still manage to drag myself out to meet up with the ladies.. As usual linda, lena and christine.. the same old group. Dinner setted at PASTA CAFE, my lobster pasta just taste average nia.. sianz.. but nvm la.. cant really taste well.. plus.. Eat to survive not survive to eat..
Ended up at correlian just in time for EPL. Its been quite sometimes ever since i last saw linda.. so had a little update of her life.. Had a little conversation, hm.. something about taking the first step. Here's alittle intro about myself. I'm somehow someone who will "da si ye bu chen ren" de person.. or u can said someone who dont really take the first step even if i am in love. cause dont wanna risk the friendship or what so ever ma.. But come to think of that.. sometimes i will just go all out, when i am interested, but once its over then thats it.. Sayonara!! That's me, either give it all or give it none.
Hmm.. soon i will be on leave le.. and its time to leave my current place to another new enviroment.. which means no means of contacts.. So many sickening events coming up...
Yeah.. at least ISABELLE is BACK!!!! MAUHAHAHA... must drag her out and update me her life in japan.. Hmm.. breakfast at cartel tml.. hmm.. can i wake up anot arh.. sianz.. sianz.. sianz..
simplicityrulez* @
3:06 AM
Monday, August 08, 2005
For the past almost 2 weeks.. christine was the one whom i've always met up everyday!!! hahaha.. hmm.. think might had been making her real bored ba... hmm.. Begins to understand what those senior had always mention.. treasure all your time with ur love ones and even frenzs.. Many had left and go.. leaving just afew of us behind.. to understand and to appreciate the time given to us was never a easy task... time is depeleting stealth fast..
When its time to go, its also time to treasure... Had anyone ever wonder what it would be like, when u know u dont have much time left.. What would u do and who would u wanna be with.. and lastly would u choose to tell or just left quietly... haizz....
simplicityrulez* @
8:25 PM
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
Recently had been recieving complain for not updating.. sianz.. like that also wana complain.. bo bian.. i tend to slap myself by contridicting myself with blog. Had lots to say and feel like blogging, but somehow done feel like blogging too... too hard to understand?? Hahaha.. dun worry.. ur not alone...
For the past few days.. had been spending my time with chris mei mei.. don't feel bored at all.. kind of great instead.. Pls ppl not in terms of falling in love but in terms of great company.
Ya.. btw.. i would like to take this chance to state myself clear again... I'M CURRENTLY, RECENTLY, FEW WEEKS AGO OR WHATEVER.. NV HAD A CRUSH OR WHAT SO EVER FEELING WITH ANYONE!!! So pls la.. stop asking me la.. not just one but afew of u frenzs out there... U know who you are.. hahaha... opssy..
I've once again learn to treasure people.. Up till now, i've had 2 greatest regret in my life, 1 was my grandma whom i negelect when she was still around, the other was someone whom i've met in poly. I've nearly got the third one.. but i was really lucky to have somehow prevented it... Had some kind of arguement with her not long ago and this time round was the first time i'm really that effected..
I might had told frenzs that.. "ya rite..I'm pissed or i don't care" but somehow deep inside.. i still do.. it's just that zui ying xin luan la. From this, i've learn that this particular person was really someone whom i can call great pal, she might be sturborn, she might be si dou yao ying, she might be noisy at time but actually she does care deep inside her heart.
It's really a blessing to have known someone like her. I might not had done my part as what a great kor kor shall have done, but i do care and treat u as one of us.. i'm never good with words, so i would use whatever limited time i'm left with to play my part as what a kor kor shall have done. I cant promise there will never be another arguement coming up, but i will resolve it if any tend to appear between us. I've always thought that i am someone who can be trusted not until 2 person came and told me "I don't trust you". The first time i heard this it was like hell. Deep inside something just shattered. It seems i've done nothing for them.. haiz.. Anyway... people/frenzs with priority will always come first.. A mistake i've once made..
"Priority".
"Ur not saint, u cant always be there for everyone, go for those who are most impt to u" - my shifu told me this.. and i will stick to it.. at the moment , family, broz & meimei then frenz..
Still got lots to say but too sianz to type le.. next time ba..
simplicityrulez* @
12:42 AM
