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Wednesday, August 03, 2005
Recently had been recieving complain for not updating.. sianz.. like that also wana complain.. bo bian.. i tend to slap myself by contridicting myself with blog. Had lots to say and feel like blogging, but somehow done feel like blogging too... too hard to understand?? Hahaha.. dun worry.. ur not alone...
For the past few days.. had been spending my time with chris mei mei.. don't feel bored at all.. kind of great instead.. Pls ppl not in terms of falling in love but in terms of great company.
Ya.. btw.. i would like to take this chance to state myself clear again... I'M CURRENTLY, RECENTLY, FEW WEEKS AGO OR WHATEVER.. NV HAD A CRUSH OR WHAT SO EVER FEELING WITH ANYONE!!! So pls la.. stop asking me la.. not just one but afew of u frenzs out there... U know who you are.. hahaha... opssy..
I've once again learn to treasure people.. Up till now, i've had 2 greatest regret in my life, 1 was my grandma whom i negelect when she was still around, the other was someone whom i've met in poly. I've nearly got the third one.. but i was really lucky to have somehow prevented it... Had some kind of arguement with her not long ago and this time round was the first time i'm really that effected..
I might had told frenzs that.. "ya rite..I'm pissed or i don't care" but somehow deep inside.. i still do.. it's just that zui ying xin luan la. From this, i've learn that this particular person was really someone whom i can call great pal, she might be sturborn, she might be si dou yao ying, she might be noisy at time but actually she does care deep inside her heart.
It's really a blessing to have known someone like her. I might not had done my part as what a great kor kor shall have done, but i do care and treat u as one of us.. i'm never good with words, so i would use whatever limited time i'm left with to play my part as what a kor kor shall have done. I cant promise there will never be another arguement coming up, but i will resolve it if any tend to appear between us. I've always thought that i am someone who can be trusted not until 2 person came and told me "I don't trust you". The first time i heard this it was like hell. Deep inside something just shattered. It seems i've done nothing for them.. haiz.. Anyway... people/frenzs with priority will always come first.. A mistake i've once made..
"Priority".
"Ur not saint, u cant always be there for everyone, go for those who are most impt to u" - my shifu told me this.. and i will stick to it.. at the moment , family, broz & meimei then frenz..
Still got lots to say but too sianz to type le.. next time ba..
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